Bone,
from Why I Wake Early (2004)
by Mary Oliver
1.
Understand, I am always trying to figure out
what the soul is,
and where hidden,
and what shape
and so, last week,
when I found on the beach
the ear bone
of a pilot whale that may have
died
hundreds of years ago, I thought
maybe I was close
to discovering something
for the ear bone
2.
is the portion that lasts longest
in any of us, man or whale; shaped
like a squat spoon
with a pink scoop where
once, in the lively swimmer's
head,
it joined its two sisters
in the house of hearing,
it was only
two inches long
and I thought: the soul
might be like this
so hard, so necessary
3.
yet almost nothing.
Beside me
the gray sea
was opening and shutting its
wave-doors,
unfolding over and over
its time-ridiculing roar;
I looked but I couldn't see
anything
through its dark-knit glare;
yet don't we all know, the golden
sand
is there at the bottom,
though our eyes have never seen
it,
nor can our hands ever catch it
4.
lest we would sift it down
into fractions, and facts
certainties
and what the soul is, also
I believe I will never quite know.
Though I play at the edges of
knowing,
truly I know
our part is not knowing,
but looking, and touching, and
loving,
which is the way I walked on,
softly,
through the pale-pink morning
light.
